soon she will be gone and will not come back. soon she will be gone and will not come back. people (dumb) tell me that it is all okay but i have seen this thing before. dangerous over use of feelings leaving organism weak and defenseless. today i walked along the killing road and a small car drove past containing two persons aged circa 50 years. the man (driving) was going bald but the woman was smiling in the way that people do when they don't know the t.r.u.t.h. there was a lot of traffic so the mighty mechanical beast that they controlled was reduced to my walking speed. in front of me a young 'mainstream' couple were walking, his arm around her, claiming her to be his like the first stupid cloth flag on everest. a sign of weakness. the 50 year old balding man with the happy(?) wife watched the young girls body flow along the side
of the road. i could see that he was visualising her naked form on his bed, replacing the creases where his wife would be. this is why i am scared. for all of our claims to be intelligent and advanced this is all it boils down to. just meat rubbing together. even the strongest crumble to the will sometimes. help. please help.
